What Does PCP Do to Your Memory

PCP, short for phencyclidine, was first developed as a medical anaesthetic, but it was withdrawn from ordinary medical use because its effects on the mind were too strong and too unpredictable. People who take it today do so outside medicine, and one of the clearest harms it causes is to memory. It does not simply make a person feel confused for a few hours. It interferes with the way the brain records new information, holds on to recent events, and brings back things learned in the past. For some people the trouble is short-lived. For others, especially people who use it repeatedly, the gaps last much longer and begin to change how they live, work, and relate to the people around them.

Memory is not one single thing. It is a set of skills that work together: noticing what is happening now, keeping it in mind for a few minutes, storing it for later, and finding it again when it is needed. PCP disturbs all of these steps, but it hits the first two hardest. A person may hear something clearly and still lose it moments later. They may start a task, get distracted, and have no idea what they were doing. They may meet someone, learn a name, and forget it before the conversation ends. These are not small annoyances when they happen again and again. They make ordinary life unreliable, and they make other people lose confidence in the person, even when the person is trying hard to keep up.

This article explains, in plain words, what PCP does to memory: how it changes the brain during use, why short-term memory suffers first, why learning becomes harder, what happens to older memories, and why the damage matters far beyond a forgotten name or a missed appointment. It is general information, not individual medical advice. If you are worried about your own memory, or about someone you care for, a qualified health professional is the right person to talk to.

What PCP Does in the Brain

To understand why PCP harms memory, it helps to know a little about how memory normally works. When you learn something new, brain cells pass signals to each other across tiny gaps. One of the most important messengers in that process is a chemical called glutamate. It helps brain cells strengthen their connections, and that strengthening is what turns a passing experience into a memory that lasts. PCP blocks the receptors that glutamate uses. In simple terms, it jams the signal. The brain can still take in sights and sounds, but it struggles to turn them into a stable record. That is why people under the influence of PCP often feel detached from what is happening around them, as if they are watching life from a distance, and why they later remember so little of it.

The effect is often described as dissociation, which means a sense of separation from your body, your surroundings, and your own thoughts. A person may feel numb, dreamlike, or unreal. Time can feel stretched or compressed. A few minutes can feel like an hour, or an hour can pass without the person noticing. When the brain is in that state, it is not paying close attention to detail, and attention is the first step of memory. If you do not truly notice something, you cannot remember it later. So the memory loss starts not with forgetting, but with failing to record in the first place.

PCP also affects other brain systems that handle mood, judgement, and alertness. That combination is part of why its effects are so unpredictable. One person may become quiet and withdrawn. Another may become agitated, suspicious, or frightened. The same person may react differently on different occasions. Health guidance is clear that the strength and purity of street PCP varies, which makes every use a gamble. There is no reliable way to predict how strong the effect will be, how long it will last, or how much memory will be affected afterwards.

Another important point is how long PCP stays active. Compared with many other substances, its effects can last for hours, and the fog can linger into the next day. People sometimes wake up still feeling slow, confused, or unsteady, and they may not remember parts of the previous evening at all. That blank stretch is not the same as ordinary forgetfulness. It is a gap in the record, and it can be frightening to realise that hours have passed with nothing to show for them. For people who use PCP often, these gaps begin to join up, and whole periods of life start to feel missing.

Forgetting the Small Things

The earliest sign of PCP-related memory trouble is usually the small things. A person forgets where they put their keys, or what they went into a room to fetch. They lose the thread of a conversation halfway through a sentence. They agree to do something and then have no memory of agreeing. They read a paragraph and realise, at the end of it, that none of it sank in. On their own, these slips look like tiredness or stress, and everyone has them sometimes. The difference with PCP is how often they happen, and how little warning there is before they happen.

These small failures matter because daily life is built from small remembered steps. Making a meal means remembering what you were cooking, what you have already added, and when to turn the heat off. Going to work means remembering the time, the route, the task you were given yesterday, and the promise you made to a colleague. Looking after children means remembering school times, meals, medicine, and appointments. When those small steps keep slipping away, the whole day becomes harder. Tasks take longer. Mistakes multiply. The person starts to feel unreliable, and the people around them start to feel the same way.

It is also worth saying that the person often notices the problem before anyone else does, and that can be distressing. They know they used to remember things easily. They know they used to follow a conversation without effort. Now they have to concentrate hard just to keep up, and even then they lose track. That awareness can bring shame and frustration, and some people try to hide it by nodding along, laughing when others laugh, or avoiding situations where their memory might be tested. Hiding it does not fix it. It usually makes life smaller and more isolated, because the person starts to avoid work, study, and social occasions where remembering matters.

Family members and friends often describe the change as the person becoming distant or careless, when the real problem is that the brain is not holding on to information the way it used to. A forgotten birthday, a missed call, a promise that was never kept — each one on its own can be forgiven, but together they erode trust. The person is not necessarily being selfish. Their memory system is simply not working properly, and until that is understood, both sides can end up hurt and angry about something neither of them fully understands.

Short-Term Memory Slips First

Short-term memory, sometimes called working memory, is the brain’s notepad. It holds information for seconds or minutes while you use it: a phone number you have just been told, the next step in a recipe, the point someone is making in a discussion. PCP weakens this notepad more than any other part of memory, and the reason goes back to the way it blocks glutamate. Without clear signalling between brain cells, new information fades before it can be stored. The person may repeat a question they asked a minute ago, or ask the same thing three times in one conversation, genuinely not realising they have already asked it.

This has practical consequences that are easy to picture. A student listens to a lesson but cannot hold the teacher’s instructions long enough to start the work. A worker is told how to do a task, walks back to their desk, and cannot remember the first step. A parent is told the time of a school pickup, and by the afternoon the time has gone. These are not signs of low intelligence. They are signs that the temporary store is leaking. The information was heard, but it never stayed long enough to be used.

Over time, repeated PCP use can make this weakness worse. Research and clinical reports link heavy, repeated use with lasting problems in attention and short-term recall, even on days when the person has not used the drug. The brain’s signalling system does not simply return to normal the moment the drug wears off. It needs time to recover, and if use keeps happening before recovery is complete, the problems build on each other. That is why people who use PCP regularly often say their memory feels worse in general, not just on the days they use it. The fog becomes their normal state, and they may not even realise how much they have lost until they try to do something that needs sharp recall and find they cannot.

There is also a link with sleep, which matters more than people realise. Memory depends on sleep. During sleep, the brain sorts the day’s experiences and moves the important ones into longer storage. PCP disturbs sleep, and poor sleep on its own weakens memory. So a person who uses PCP may be harmed twice: once by the drug blocking the recording of new memories, and again by broken sleep stopping the brain from filing away what little was recorded. It is a cycle that feeds on itself, and it is one of the reasons the memory problems can feel so stubborn.

Learning New Things Gets Harder

Learning depends on memory. You cannot learn a new skill, a new language, or a new job if you cannot remember what you were taught yesterday. PCP makes learning harder in a direct way, by weakening the brain’s ability to form new connections, and in an indirect way, by damaging attention, motivation, and sleep, all of which learning needs. A person who once picked things up quickly may find that the same material now takes three times as long, and still does not stick. That is discouraging, and discouragement itself makes learning harder, because a person who expects to fail often stops trying.

For young people, this is a serious problem. School and college depend on learning day after day, building on what came before. If each day’s learning fades before the next day, the student falls further and further behind, not because they are not trying, but because the foundation keeps crumbling. They may start to believe they are simply not clever enough, when the real cause is the drug’s effect on their brain. Teachers may see a student who was once engaged become quiet, disorganised, and behind in their work, without knowing why. Early help matters here, because the longer the gap grows, the harder it is to close.

Adults face the same problem at work. Learning a new routine, a new machine, or a new set of rules takes longer. Mistakes become more common. The person may need instructions repeated several times, and may still get them wrong. In jobs where safety matters, that is not just inconvenient, it is dangerous. A person who cannot remember a safety step, or who forgets where they are in a sequence, can put themselves and others at risk. Employers may read the mistakes as carelessness, and the person may lose work they were once good at, which adds financial stress to an already difficult situation.

It is important to be honest about what recovery looks like. Some learning ability returns when a person stops using PCP, especially if use was short-lived. The brain can repair itself to a degree, and with time, practice, and good sleep, recall often improves. But the improvement is usually gradual, and it is not guaranteed to be complete after heavy or long-term use. Some people find that their memory never quite returns to how it was before. That does not mean improvement is impossible. It means the damage should be taken seriously early, before it becomes harder to undo.

Old Memories Feel Further Away

Most people assume that old memories are safe, stored away like books on a shelf, and that only new memories are at risk. With PCP, the picture is more complicated. Long-standing memories — childhood events, the names of old friends, the way to a familiar place — are usually better preserved than recent ones, because they were stored long ago and have been recalled many times. But they are not untouched. People who use PCP heavily sometimes report that even familiar memories feel hazy, distant, or hard to reach, as if the shelf is still there but the light in the room has gone dim.

Part of the reason is that recalling a memory is itself a skill, and it depends on attention and concentration. If a person’s attention is weakened, they may struggle to bring a memory to mind even though it is still stored somewhere. It is like knowing a word is on the tip of your tongue but being unable to say it. The memory is there, but the path to it is blocked. That experience is frustrating, and it can make a person doubt their own past, which is unsettling in a deep way. Our memories are part of how we know who we are. When they feel out of reach, identity itself can feel less solid.

Another factor is that PCP can cause confusion about what really happened. Under its influence, a person may misremember events, mix up the order of things, or fill gaps with guesses that later feel like real memories. When they try to recall the period later, the record is unreliable. That unreliability can cause real problems, especially in relationships. A person may insist something happened that did not, or deny something that did, not because they are lying, but because their memory of that time is genuinely distorted. Families can find these arguments painful and confusing, because both sides are sure of different versions of the same day.

For people who stop using PCP, older memories often become clearer again as the fog lifts. Familiar faces, places, and routines start to feel solid once more. But the memories of the period of heavy use may stay patchy, and some stretches may never come back clearly. That is a loss, and it is worth naming it as one. A person cannot get back the birthdays, conversations, and ordinary days they cannot remember. That is part of the cost of PCP, and it is a cost that is easy to overlook when people talk only about the hours of intoxication.

Why Memory Loss Matters in Daily Life

Memory loss is often talked about as if it were only a personal inconvenience, but its effects spread into every part of life. At home, it means forgotten chores, missed appointments, and promises that are not kept. At work or in study, it means slower progress, more mistakes, and a growing reputation for being unreliable. In relationships, it means the other person starts to feel unimportant, because the things that matter to them keep being forgotten. Over time, the person with memory problems may be trusted with less, invited to fewer things, and given fewer chances, and that shrinking of life can be very hard to reverse.

There is also a safety side that deserves plain speaking. A person with poor short-term memory may forget to turn off a cooker, forget to lock a door, forget to take an important step in a task, or forget where they are while walking. They may get lost in a familiar area, or forget how to get home. They may forget an appointment with a doctor, or forget information a health professional gave them. These are not rare or dramatic events. They are ordinary risks that become more likely when memory is weakened, and they are one more reason why PCP-related memory loss should be taken seriously rather than laughed off as a side effect that will pass.

Money is another area where memory loss bites. Forgetting to pay a bill can lead to extra charges. Forgetting an agreement can lead to arguments. Losing track of spending, or forgetting what has already been bought, can leave a household short at the end of the month. None of this is about the person being careless with money in the usual sense. It is about a brain that cannot reliably hold on to the details that money management needs. When income is already tight, those small losses add up, and they add stress to a home that is already under strain.

Perhaps the most painful effect is on confidence. A person who cannot trust their own memory starts to doubt themselves in other ways too. They may stop volunteering an opinion, because they are not sure they remember the facts. They may avoid new situations, because they are afraid of forgetting something important in front of others. They may become quieter, more anxious, and more withdrawn. That loss of confidence can look like a change in personality, when it is really a person adapting to a brain that no longer feels reliable. Understanding that link matters, because it means the answer is not to tell the person to try harder, but to take the cause of the memory problem seriously and get proper help.

How It Weakens Memory Over Time

The pattern of PCP-related memory damage is not the same for everyone, and that is part of what makes it hard to talk about. A single use may cause a temporary gap that clears within a day or two. Repeated use over weeks or months is more likely to cause problems that linger. Heavy, frequent use over years carries the highest risk of lasting change. The relationship is not exact, and no one can say in advance how much use will cause how much damage in a particular person, but the general direction is clear: more use, over a longer time, means a greater chance of lasting memory trouble.

One reason for this is that the brain’s recovery takes time, and repeated use does not give it that time. After each use, the brain needs a period without the drug to restore its normal signalling. If the next use comes before that restoration is complete, the brain is starting from a lower point each time. Over months, that steady downward pressure can change how the brain works even on days without the drug. Attention becomes harder to sustain. Recall becomes slower. New learning takes more effort. These changes may be subtle at first, and the person may not notice them, but people around them often do, because they see the mistakes and the forgotten promises adding up.

Age and general health also play a part. A younger brain may recover more readily than an older one, but young people have more to lose, because they are in the years when learning and memory matter most for education and work. People who already have problems with sleep, mood, or general health may find the memory effects hit harder. People who use PCP alongside other substances face additional risks, because each substance adds its own strain on the brain, and the combination is harder to predict than any one substance on its own. Health guidance is consistent on this point: mixing substances increases risk, and it makes recovery harder.

The honest message is that PCP does not have to be used for years to harm memory. Even short periods of use can cause real, frightening gaps, and repeated use increases the chance that those gaps become lasting. The brain is remarkably able to heal, and stopping use is the single most important step towards recovery, but healing is slower than harming, and some losses may not fully reverse. That is why the best time to take memory problems seriously is the first time they appear, not after they have become a normal part of life.

My Take:

I think memory is the part of PCP that people underestimate most, and that bothers me, because memory is not a luxury. It is how we hold our lives together. Without it, you cannot keep a promise, learn a skill, or even be sure of what happened yesterday. When I read about what PCP does to memory, I do not think first about the hours when a person is under its influence. I think about the days and weeks afterwards, when the fog has supposedly lifted but the person still cannot remember what they were told that morning. That is the part that stays with me, because it is quiet, it is ordinary, and it changes everything without making a scene.

The thing I keep coming back to is how unfair the trade is. PCP offers a few hours of feeling detached from reality, and in return it takes something as basic as being able to remember a conversation. That is not a fair exchange by any measure. A person might take it to escape stress, or boredom, or pressure from others, and end up with a problem that makes stress, boredom, and pressure worse, because now they cannot keep up with the life they were trying to escape from. I understand why someone might try it once. I do not understand how anyone could look at the cost, honestly, and decide it is worth paying again and again.

I am also struck by how lonely memory loss can be. A person who forgets things is often judged before they are understood. They are called careless, or lazy, or selfish, when the truth is that their brain is not recording properly. That judgement makes the problem worse, because the person starts to hide the forgetting, and hiding it means they do not get help. If I could change one thing about how people talk about PCP and memory, it would be that. I would want people to ask what is happening in the brain before they decide what kind of person someone is. A forgotten promise is not always a broken promise. Sometimes it is a memory that never got stored in the first place.

Learning is the part I feel most strongly about for young people. School is hard enough without a drug that makes it harder to remember what you were taught yesterday. A student who falls behind because of PCP may be told to work harder, when working harder is not the answer. The answer is to stop the thing that is stopping the learning. I know that sounds simple, and I know stopping is not simple in real life. But I think it is important to be clear about the cause, because blaming the student for a problem the drug created only adds shame to an already difficult situation, and shame does not help anyone learn.

I want to be honest about recovery too, because false hope is as unhelpful as no hope. Stopping PCP does help memory, and for many people the improvement is real and noticeable. Concentration comes back. Names stay in mind longer. The fog lifts, slowly, week by week. But I will not pretend that everyone returns to exactly how they were before, especially after long or heavy use. Some people find their memory is better than it was during use, but still not as sharp as it once was. That is a hard truth, and I think people deserve to hear it before they use, not after the damage is done. It is also a reason to act early. The sooner use stops, the better the chance of a fuller recovery.

What worries me is the way memory loss creeps up without a clear warning. Nobody takes PCP and immediately thinks, I have just damaged my memory for months. The first gaps are small and easy to explain away. A forgotten name. A lost set of keys. A conversation that does not quite add up. It is only later, when the gaps are frequent and the people around you have noticed, that the scale of it becomes clear. By then, a lot has already been lost. I think that slow, quiet build-up is what makes PCP so dangerous. It does not announce the damage. It lets you discover it gradually, and by the time you do, you are already living with it.

I also think about the families. A parent, a partner, or a friend who watches someone forget things again and again carries a weight of their own. They worry, they remind, they cover up mistakes, and they wonder whether the person still cares. Often the person does care, deeply, but their memory will not cooperate. That gap between caring and remembering is painful on both sides, and it is why I think families need honest information too, not just the person using the drug. If a family understands that the forgetting comes from the drug’s effect on the brain, they can respond with patience instead of anger, and patience is far more likely to help someone seek support.

If someone I cared about told me they were using PCP, I would not start with a lecture. I would start by asking how their memory has been, because that is a question most people can answer honestly without feeling attacked. Have you been forgetting things more than usual? Do you lose track in the middle of a conversation? Do you find learning harder than it used to be? Those questions open a door. They let the person talk about what they have noticed, rather than defending what they have done. And once that door is open, it is easier to talk about getting help, about stopping, and about what recovery might look like.

I would also say this to anyone who has never tried PCP and is curious about it. Curiosity is normal, and I understand it. But the cost here is not a bad night or a headache the next morning. It is the slow erosion of the very thing that lets you learn, work, and be trusted by the people you love. That is too high a price for curiosity. There are safer ways to deal with stress, boredom, or pressure, and none of them ask you to give up your memory in exchange. If someone offers you PCP, I hope you remember this article, and I hope you decide that your memory is worth more than a few hours of feeling detached from your own life.

Finally, I want to say something to people who are already living with PCP-related memory problems and are trying to stop. You are not stupid, and you are not beyond help. Your brain has been under strain, and it needs time to recover, just as a muscle needs time after an injury. That recovery will be slow, and there will be days when it feels like nothing is improving. Keep going. Use notes, reminders, and routines to support your memory while it heals. Tell the people around you what you are dealing with, so they can help rather than judge. And talk to a health professional, because there is support available, and you do not have to do this alone. Your memory is part of who you are, and it is worth fighting for.

There is another side to this that I think is worth naming, and that is the role of sleep. I have mentioned sleep already, but I want to come back to it, because it is one of the few things a person can actually improve while their memory is healing. A regular bedtime, a dark and quiet room, no late-night stimulation, and a steady morning routine will not undo the damage on their own, but they give the brain the conditions it needs to file memories properly. I have seen how much difference a few weeks of proper sleep can make to a person’s recall, and I think it is a practical place to start. It is not a cure, and I will not present it as one, but it is a real step, and real steps matter when a person feels powerless.

I also think about the people who try to cope with memory loss by writing everything down, setting alarms, and building routines around their forgetting. Those tools are useful, and I would encourage anyone to use them. A notebook, a phone reminder, a calendar on the wall — these are not signs of failure. They are sensible ways to support a brain that is recovering. But I want to be honest that they are a support, not a substitute for stopping the cause. A person can organise their life brilliantly around a memory problem and still be living with the problem. The tools help, and they should be used, but the deeper work is to stop the drug and give the brain time to heal, so that the tools become less necessary over time.

Talking to a health professional is something I would urge without hesitation, and I want to say why. Many people avoid it because they fear judgement, or because they think they will be lectured, or because they do not know what to say. In my experience, health professionals have heard this story many times before, and their job is to help, not to judge. They can check whether something else is contributing to the memory problems, they can talk through options for support, and they can help make a plan for stopping that is realistic for that person’s life. You do not need to have all the answers before you go. You only need to be honest about what has been happening, and to be willing to listen to what they suggest.

For parents, there is a particular worry that I think deserves attention. A parent who uses PCP may not realise how much their children notice. Children notice when a parent forgets a promise, when they are not really listening, when they seem distant or confused. They may not have the words to describe it, but they feel it, and they adapt to it, often by becoming quiet, anxious, or overly responsible. If you are a parent in this situation, I would ask you to think about your children not with guilt, which helps nobody, but with clarity. Stopping is not only for you. It is for them too, so that they can have a parent who is present, who remembers, and who can be relied on. That is a powerful reason, and it is one that many parents say finally helped them stop.

I want to finish this part by saying something about hope, because it is easy to read an article like this and feel that the damage is done and nothing can change. That is not what I believe. The brain is not a machine that breaks once and stays broken. It is a living organ that can adapt, repair, and rebuild, slowly, given time and the right conditions. People do recover memory after stopping PCP. They do learn again. They do rebuild trust. It takes months, not days, and it takes support, not willpower alone, but it happens. If you are at the start of that process, or thinking about starting it, I would say this: the hardest part is deciding to begin. After that, each week without the drug is a week in which your brain has a chance to heal, and that chance is worth taking.

I also want to say something about the everyday habits that help a recovering memory, because they are small, practical, and often overlooked. Keeping the same place for keys, wallet, and phone removes a daily source of stress. Writing down the three most important tasks each morning, and crossing them off as they are done, gives the day a shape that memory alone may not yet provide. Repeating a new name back to the person who just told it to you, and using it once more in the same conversation, helps it stick. Reading something and then pausing to explain it in your own words, even silently to yourself, turns passive reading into real learning. None of these habits is dramatic, and none of them will fix a damaged memory on its own, but together they rebuild confidence, and confidence makes a person more willing to try the harder things — a course, a new job, a conversation they would previously have avoided. That willingness is where real recovery begins.

One last thought I want to leave with you is about patience, because recovery from memory problems asks for more of it than most people expect. A person who stops using PCP may feel frustrated when their memory does not return in a week, or even in a month, and that frustration can turn into doubt about whether stopping was worth it. I would say it was, and the slowness is normal, not a sign of failure. The brain repairs itself gradually, and the improvements are often easier for other people to notice than for the person themselves. A partner may notice fewer repeated questions before the person does. A colleague may notice sharper work before the person feels sharper. That outside view matters, so listen to the people around you when they say you are improving, even if you cannot yet feel it yourself. Healing is happening, even on the days when it does not feel like it, and the patience to keep going through those days is part of the recovery itself.

Frequently Asked Questions

How long do PCP memory problems last?

Memory problems after a single use of PCP often ease within a day or two as the drug leaves the body, although the person may still have gaps in what they remember from the time they were under its influence. With repeated use, the problems can last much longer, sometimes for weeks or months after the person stops, because the brain needs time to restore its normal signalling. After heavy, long-term use, some people find that their memory never fully returns to how it was before, even though it usually improves a great deal. The length of recovery depends on how much and how often the person used it, and on their general health and sleep.

Does PCP cause short-term memory loss?

Yes, PCP is strongly linked with short-term memory loss. It blocks the brain receptors that help form new memories, so information heard or seen while under its influence often fades before it can be stored. People may forget what they were just told, repeat the same question, or lose track of what they were doing. This is one of the most common and most noticeable effects of PCP, and it can continue for a time after use stops, especially in people who have used it repeatedly.

Can memory recover after PCP?

In many cases, yes, memory does improve after a person stops using PCP, particularly if use was short-lived. As the brain recovers, attention and recall usually get better over weeks and months, especially with good sleep, regular routines, and practice. The recovery is often gradual rather than sudden, and it may not be complete after heavy or long-term use. Some people notice lasting weakness in short-term recall even after they have stopped. Stopping as early as possible gives the brain the best chance of recovery.

Can PCP damage your memory?

Yes, PCP can damage memory. By blocking the chemical signalling the brain uses to record new information, it interferes with the formation of memories and with the ability to bring them back later. A single use can cause gaps in memory for the period of intoxication. Repeated use increases the risk of longer-lasting problems with attention, short-term recall, and learning. The damage is not always obvious at first, because it builds up gradually, but it is real and it is one of the main harms linked with this substance.

Does PCP affect learning and study?

Yes, PCP makes learning and study harder. Learning depends on attention, short-term memory, and the brain’s ability to form new connections, and PCP weakens all three. Students may find that lessons do not stick, that they need instructions repeated, and that revision takes much longer than it used to. Adults learning a new job face the same difficulty. The effect is worse with repeated use, and it can persist for a while after stopping. Good sleep and stopping use are the most important steps towards learning becoming easier again.

Why does PCP make you forget things?

PCP makes people forget things because it blocks the brain’s glutamate receptors, which are central to forming new memories. When those receptors are blocked, the brain struggles to turn what a person sees and hears into a lasting record. Attention is also weakened, so less information is noticed in the first place, and sleep is disturbed, which stops the brain from filing away what little was recorded. Together, these effects mean that new information fades quickly, recent events are hard to recall, and learning becomes much harder than it should be.

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This article is general information only. It is not individual medical advice. If you are worried about your health, talk to a qualified health professional.